hi there! it's been a while since my last entry. it just that me don't know what to write about. there are a lot of things that just can't put into words, it just meant to be keep inside. problems. always come in a way. but thank you for making me a stronger and growing up girl. you taught me very well. sometimes things that we want so damn much just not right to be ours. I learnt that a long time ago. even how hard I try how often I pray for that it just not gonna be mine. it's not that I'm giving up but I just putting my hopes a bit lower so that I'm not gonna hurt so much. but I'm holding onto this forever ' put your faith on Allah. He will never disappoint you' it's kind a bit relief by writing these down. I just hope everything is gonna be okay. till then, hugs kisses readers!